Why am I still SICK?!

This is already the 7th day and I'm still coughing pretty badly.
I just don't understand!
I've been to 2 doctors,
took my medication,
drank gallons of water,
had plenty of rest
and I'm not getting any better!!!
I've finished the bottle of cough mixture and I'm still fucking coughing
This is FUCKING FRUSTRATING!!!!!

I got up this morning, bathed, got changed, took my breakfast and then spent minutes coughing my lungs out in the toilet.
So I've decided to stay home
got a little consolation when my timetable shows that biology is the only important lesson today.
So what if I've got no MC for today?
I don't give a damn any more!!!

I've stayed home for 6 days!
all I can do is to rest, rest and rest!
and 144 hours later, I'm still not well!!!
My life was so meaningless during the week!!!

I've missed sooooo much lessons and I'm way behind right now
and I'm gonna miss more today...
U may think that not going to school for so many days is fun huh?
Hell no!
seriously man...
my mum thinks that I didn't want to go to school today was because I've lost my motivation and all...
come on...
It'll gonna be so disturbing when I cough during lectures...
and it'll be so troublesome to rush to the toilet whenever I have phlegm in my mouth.
And my body just don't feel right!!!

My mood now is as bad as it can ever get
I rather have super tough physical training for 7 days man!!!
I don't remember being sick for so long before!!!
What did I do that made me so sick?!
The medicines given by the doctors are fucking useless!!!
It was a total fuck waste of money!!!

When will I ever recover?!
Nobody will understand how I fucking feel!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK IT!!!!